I Dont Know (damn it)

um well lets see ive been happier these past few weeks cause ive finally found someone to be with his name is ruben um but all this time ive still been depressed he knows about my condition and is reallly worried for me he cares alot for me i love him so much he wants me to talk to my stupid parents but i dont want to but for him im going to try hes rought so much out of me and he like always know wut i feel like all the time wich i think is kool he can read me sooooooo well i dont know how to get out of this damn depression i hate my parents my therapist sucks i cant like ever open up to him i think my family is retarded i miss my best friend ryan so dang much i just am so confused about every thing my parents changed so much when i confesed to being bisexual they said no its ok no judement huh yeah right they still cant look me into my eyes when they talk to me