Rise Above.......... My Thoughts.......And Actions

well this Saturday I'm going to try to open up to my therapist it is really important for me that i do this or i might end up dead somtime soon i cant take this world much longer, today at lunch i just went off on a friend over food WTF is wrong wit me i hate this world sooo much i hate my family i just hide it soooo well im going to go chat bye bye


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BASSHUNTER FO EV

Rise Above This

i changed my blog post title to better suit what i talk about im trying to rise above all the crap i go through and rise a bove this disese i have called Bipolar and my thoughts i did make the title in photoshop so it looks kool i got this insperation from a band named "seether" and the song "rise above this" it talks about suicide witch is somthing i think about everday and the video is sooo me too, well thats my post bye bye and remember


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BASSHUNTER RULES

SCHOOL OMG !

OMG school is or has been a real mess ive only had to change my classes 4 times and i still do not have it right on top of that my parents are still giving me a lot of crap well
thats my quick post bye bye

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Forever

My Brain or True Love?

My brain is well crazy having bipolar is very very very very HARD and somethings make it even harder like for example when I'm in a manic faze i see things that are not there hear things that cant be heard or things that i should not be hearing things that make this harder or more likely to happen with me anyway are stress anxiety but lately my heads been really really weird my thoughts every thing i do not have a clue what it is, it could be that my brain is telling me to think I'm in love with my best friend or am i really in love IDK lately been really hard to think keep hearing songs that remind me of her seeing things on TV that remind me of her IDK I'm going insane cant think right keep hearing her at least im not feeling things that are not there other than that im bored out of my mind cant find anyghing to do my friend Jesus is kool but We do the same things every day so that gets old real fast

ANYWAY REMEMBER !!

BASS HUNTER RULES FOREVER SO DOES DARTH SIDIOUS YAY

YOUTUBE YAY

i just got into uploading videos to the tube mostly well all three vids r of balisongs stuff or as ghetto ppl know them better as butterfly knives oh well any way my new camera rocks once school starts again I plan to upload tons more vids of like every day activities everyday frustrations just like my inter net video blog kinda weel uploading a vid now gotta keep an eye on it so bye bye
And never forget


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BASSHUNTER FOREVER YEAHYA

Bored

Just Posting That Im Really Really bored