No More

The past few months ive really been stiff and on some days like today just hurting all over im pretty sure its all of the stress brung up by the depression i came home early i didnt even go to the first period of the day ive been sleeping like all day i just woke up i remember having a violent dream but cant remember wut it was all about if i keep going on like this without help i feel im going to burn out before im like 20 years old. Today i just felt so crummy ive been thinking of getting help only because one of my closest friends wants me too but im not sure how my parents will react but the thing is i need this help or i could end dying my body cant take this anymore. the thing is theres never "the right time" to tell someone that u want to die especaily ur parents well got to go i really shouldnt even be one my computer right now so bye bye